Yaitmathang Country
9-12 December 2024
I miss it. It’s like one of my heart’s ventricles has been carved out and I’m expected to function on what remains. It’s a vital part of me, and its absence creates this enormous wound that makes life so much more difficult without its ever-present rhythm.
Oh, sure. I’ve gone for some 20km rides around town on flat roads and bike paths. I dangled my arm when the pain came and braked primarily with the front brake as much as I could. But that is not RIDING. That is just a teardrop in a bucket floating on a dam.
I MISS RIDING. It gnaws at me. It claws at me. I dream about it – my subconscious trying to fill in the blanks while I sleep.
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